Its been awhile since I’ve actually wrote a post, ahhh…
Nothings changed, everything is still as it is. The world keeps moving forward but nothing has changed at all.
Life, in all its entirety is boring. Life is boring. There’s no longer excitement nor enjoyment. ahhh i wish something would happen, something interesting, something fun, something that will blow my mind away so i will no longer be bored.
It gets dangerous, when I’m bored. Very dangerous.
Love is so over-rated
I think I'm going to be alone for a while
people are such disappointment
on the other hand i seriously can not wait for HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS !!! AHHHHH~ so excited
I don’t want to look at them: their shape saddens me,
and it saddens me to remember their original light.
I look ahead at my burning candles.
I don’t want to turn, don’t want to see, terrified,
how quickly that dark line gets loner,
how quickly one more dead candle joins another.
By C.P Cavafy
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I borrowed a book the other week, it was a book filled with poem about everyday life. I've never before really been interested in the art of poetry except for Chaucer but nonetheless, I LOVE THIS BOOK. It was full of wit and humor and sadness and despair but it was just so genuine.
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I've been neglecting this blog, I apologize but I'm not sure if I even have anymore readers left ㅠ.ㅠ
Anyway some new news, i've recently joined a gym. I've decided I need to have an awesome body by summer time.
its been awhile hasn't it?
i guess i've been distracted by you're shinier, maybe cooler brother; Tumblr.
i'm sorry for abandoning you for awhile but now i'm back.
sorry...
someone i know is leaving to go back to his hometown this coming Tuesday,
i guess i feel sad. i guess i will miss him. i guess i will feel regret about all the times we could have.
i guess i will feel longing. i guess i will soon move on and maybe one day forget. i guess there's a chance this goodbye is forever. i guess he will never know that i know. i guess i will never know until the time comes.
“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
wise words
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THE ONLY THING IN THE BIBLE WORTH READING AND BELIEVING
As promise in my previous post, I said I'll put a post up when i feel happier, well I'm only slightly happier but it'll do for now.
someone should have shown me this earlier
i'm officially finish for uni; parties, chilln', dance, relaxation, sleep, drama'ing and friends here i come.
This past week was just so exhausting, i barely slept and for thursday and friday i didn't sleep at all. i'm afraid i'm reverting back to my insomniac day which i'm not particularly fond of. Gave me too much time too think and regret.
words of a wise man or vagina, thanks ck
i had birthday party yesterday, it was a dress up party. me and my friend ck decided to come as emo twins. my friend carrie who went as a 70's femme fatal but just looked like hooker but either way she look sex, came over and help with our guyliner and our fail black nail polish. so EPIC fail. the party was good, i haven't been to a house party in a while, it felt good to see people i haven't seen for 7 or so months. i truly realize how much time has past and highschool is forever no more. i'm making myself depressed while writing this, damn. we were the last people to leave the party, it was because we were having a circle chill sesh in the backyard, talking about SEX, like always and there were so many sexual innuendos and winks thrown about. i drove my two friend home and then me and ck decided to visit the 24hr maccas, thank you Mr Ronald Mcdonald, thank you.
eat that burger BITCH!
when i got home i fell down the rabbit hole and into deep slumber. ck being the insomniac he is surf the inter-web, most probably porn, yep definitely porn. he later join me in bed and slept. got woke up by my parents coming home from 'ashia', can't believe 4 weeks have gone and disappear. i enjoyed having the whole house to myself though i was barely at home, damn uni making me wake up a 6 in the morning and coming home at 7 at night. oh woe us, the life of a uni student.
tshirt, you understand me so well
me being the good son i am, help bring the luggage in and succumb back to my bed immediate, hugs and kisses can wait. for the whole day me and ck just layed in bed and talk, nothing sexual you perverts! we loled at failblog, community channel and facebook hacking. it was truly a lazy sunday.
like you too dog
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i'll update soon, so please continue reading my blog, i know its a fail blog but pretty prease
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oh and if your bored or just in the mood for awesome funness (i realize that is not a word for all you word Nazi` out there) read my friend's ck tumblr, it made me laugh all day.