Y.O.U - Shinee

nothing can stop me from loving you~ you~ you~

its 1:11 am,
have you guys heard of the urban legend that at 1:11am you think about someone unconditionally ? i think its cute how your force to think about someone against your will.
not much happen today wait, scratch that yesterday. i was suppose to go state and major study but i woke up at 11:47am, my tutor called me and kindly reminded me that i had a session today at 3, so i guess it was legendary that i didn't go to state.

PEOPLE don't message me in the morning or when i'm still half asleep ! for the past few days i've been getting messages in the morning and i do reply but i don't remember afterward that i replied or even received it. maybe i shouldn't read the messages until i've fully woken up. good idea ! self hi-five

before i went on a night bike ride, the weather was so nice and calm, the moon was enveloped by the clouds and a thunderstorm was blooming while i was riding around. i love riding my bike. i sometimes wonder what would happen if i just continued riding my bike, never stopping, not turning around, just riding to somewhere. i wish i had the courage to do that. i think i will one day. just you wait.

i think my posts are too serious, i should lighten it up alot more.

잠에 취해 - Drunk On Sleep

am i a bad guy?
i think i'm lonely because i'm not approachable
everyone tells me that i'm cold
i try not be
i can't help it
i smile more nowadays
i'm not sure if it helps though
i'm really not a bad guy,
so people of the world
if you see me on the streets
come up and say hello and i won't think that your weird
i promised


p.s
why am i such a melancholy person
god i depressed myself
gotta be happy
ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ

Where U At - 태양

its been a few days since i promise to update everyday, which by the way i have broken already...
i'm not very loyal am i ? uhhh i don't really know what to say type for these blogs.
oh yes i've decided to name everyone of my post a song that i like at the time, is that too childish ? maybe it is...

i'll apologize beforehand if my post are boring or mediocre, sowwy.


i've been feeling extra lonelier these past few days, i don't know why maybe its because i just graduated and high school is forever no more and that 6 years just went by like a speeding mice trying to escape the mouse trap. That wasn't a very good analogy was it ? yeah i didn't think so too. i'll think of better ones next time kekeke
Its also the idea of never getting to see everyone everyday again, we're all moving forward, for some its because we want to but for some, possibly someone like me we're force too. Let me tell you guys something, i HATE endings.
i can't stand them, they're too depressing. i even sometimes don't finish books i've read because i don't want them to end. am i pathetic in thinking like that ? please don't answer that. so right before i was talking to a friend and we were both saying how we wanted to find someone before D Day which of course is Christmas. Damn Christmas for discriminating all the single people in the world ! my friend said that they wanted a person who was cute and i wanted a person who was gooodlooking but easy going and are funny. my friend had o burst my bubble by saying that no person like exist. T.T someone prove my friend wrong please.
i think i wrote alot today ? i'll stop here.
p.s i'm lonely and looking for someone =P

genesis of a confuse child...

So...
This is my first time blogging, so i guess i'm a blog virgin ?
hrmm it didn't sound as cool as i thought it would, disappointment.
anyway...
i've never really like the idea of writing down what i'm feeling or even talk about them, its hard you know ! so i don't really know why i'm doing this ?! maybe its for attention ? yeah that's what someone might say [ivy]. ok everyone i'll try my best to write about my feelings like your my therapist and i'll try to update regularly, so follow follow me ~
peace out.