Its been awhile since I’ve actually wrote a post, ahhh…
Nothings changed, everything is still as it is. The world keeps moving forward but nothing has changed at all.
Life, in all its entirety is boring. Life is boring. There’s no longer excitement nor enjoyment. ahhh i wish something would happen, something interesting, something fun, something that will blow my mind away so i will no longer be bored.
It gets dangerous, when I’m bored. Very dangerous.
Love is so over-rated
I think I'm going to be alone for a while
people are such disappointment
on the other hand i seriously can not wait for HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS !!! AHHHHH~ so excited
I don’t want to look at them: their shape saddens me,
and it saddens me to remember their original light.
I look ahead at my burning candles.
I don’t want to turn, don’t want to see, terrified,
how quickly that dark line gets loner,
how quickly one more dead candle joins another.
By C.P Cavafy
p.s
I borrowed a book the other week, it was a book filled with poem about everyday life. I've never before really been interested in the art of poetry except for Chaucer but nonetheless, I LOVE THIS BOOK. It was full of wit and humor and sadness and despair but it was just so genuine.
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I've been neglecting this blog, I apologize but I'm not sure if I even have anymore readers left ㅠ.ㅠ
Anyway some new news, i've recently joined a gym. I've decided I need to have an awesome body by summer time.
its been awhile hasn't it?
i guess i've been distracted by you're shinier, maybe cooler brother; Tumblr.
i'm sorry for abandoning you for awhile but now i'm back.
sorry...
someone i know is leaving to go back to his hometown this coming Tuesday,
i guess i feel sad. i guess i will miss him. i guess i will feel regret about all the times we could have.
i guess i will feel longing. i guess i will soon move on and maybe one day forget. i guess there's a chance this goodbye is forever. i guess he will never know that i know. i guess i will never know until the time comes.
“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
wise words
p.s
THE ONLY THING IN THE BIBLE WORTH READING AND BELIEVING
As promise in my previous post, I said I'll put a post up when i feel happier, well I'm only slightly happier but it'll do for now.
someone should have shown me this earlier
i'm officially finish for uni; parties, chilln', dance, relaxation, sleep, drama'ing and friends here i come.
This past week was just so exhausting, i barely slept and for thursday and friday i didn't sleep at all. i'm afraid i'm reverting back to my insomniac day which i'm not particularly fond of. Gave me too much time too think and regret.
words of a wise man or vagina, thanks ck
i had birthday party yesterday, it was a dress up party. me and my friend ck decided to come as emo twins. my friend carrie who went as a 70's femme fatal but just looked like hooker but either way she look sex, came over and help with our guyliner and our fail black nail polish. so EPIC fail. the party was good, i haven't been to a house party in a while, it felt good to see people i haven't seen for 7 or so months. i truly realize how much time has past and highschool is forever no more. i'm making myself depressed while writing this, damn. we were the last people to leave the party, it was because we were having a circle chill sesh in the backyard, talking about SEX, like always and there were so many sexual innuendos and winks thrown about. i drove my two friend home and then me and ck decided to visit the 24hr maccas, thank you Mr Ronald Mcdonald, thank you.
eat that burger BITCH!
when i got home i fell down the rabbit hole and into deep slumber. ck being the insomniac he is surf the inter-web, most probably porn, yep definitely porn. he later join me in bed and slept. got woke up by my parents coming home from 'ashia', can't believe 4 weeks have gone and disappear. i enjoyed having the whole house to myself though i was barely at home, damn uni making me wake up a 6 in the morning and coming home at 7 at night. oh woe us, the life of a uni student.
tshirt, you understand me so well
me being the good son i am, help bring the luggage in and succumb back to my bed immediate, hugs and kisses can wait. for the whole day me and ck just layed in bed and talk, nothing sexual you perverts! we loled at failblog, community channel and facebook hacking. it was truly a lazy sunday.
like you too dog
p.s
i'll update soon, so please continue reading my blog, i know its a fail blog but pretty prease
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oh and if your bored or just in the mood for awesome funness (i realize that is not a word for all you word Nazi` out there) read my friend's ck tumblr, it made me laugh all day.
"As time passes, the day will come when everything will fade to memories.
But, those miraculous days when
you and I along with everyone else, searched together for just that one thing will continue revolving
forever somewhere deep in my heart as my bittersweet memory"
Honey & Clover
one of my favourite anime ever
This is one of my beloved quotes, when i first heard it i instantly fell in love with it. It describes in complete exactly how i feel about everything; friends, family and life. Ever since i watch this anime+drama i've wanted to make more memories;
memories of laughter,
memories of sadness and anger
and memories of myself feeling joy and happiness.
I decided from then on i want to remember it all,
all the good and all bad memories,
i want to keep them all.
inlove with riding bicycle
p.s
in my front yard there is a patch of clovers that have begun to grow, i'm going to spend everyday trying to find a four leaf clover. i will work hard so please cheer me on. 화이팅 ~
p.s.s
i think i flirt to much
i should stop, it creates to much misunderstandings
so today is 우영 from 2pm birthday, so since his my favourite i'll dedicate an entry for him ㅋㅋㅋ
p.s
서울 보고 싶어요 ~ :s
i love the nightlife in 서울
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so i know i haven't updated for a week but life sometimes is just to much to handle and truthfully i'm addicted to 아이리스 its so goood ~
i'm going to start watching 신데렐라 언니 which for you non-korean readers is Cinderella's Sister starring 문근영 and 옥택연 from 2PM :D can't wait
ahh can't wait
p.s.s.s
i should really take uni seriously but i'm just so lazy
eww i don't really like catsT.Tno offense
anyway i promise once again to try to blog regularly and i'm quite surprise i have followers, you guys are reading this right ? >.> please read
I am in-love with the weather in melbourne at the moment. Loving the rain, the slight chilly breeze, the droppings of earth coloured leaves cascading across my vision, the multitudes of umbrellas unfolding when even the slightest feel of droplets appear,
wonder if anyone's eyes got poke out
the weather invites intimacy, our bodies begs the heat of others, gives us reasons to get close to others, both unintentionally and intentionally,
키스~ 키스~ 키스~
makes us want to stay together, making memories under silver-grey skies with patches of light screaming through, cups of hot coffee touching lips, then lips to skin, making deep sex oh how i love this weather.
p.s i double posted today to make up for the missing blogs which is lost in my body somewhere ?
YES !!!!! I'M OVERLY EXCITED FOR THEIR COMEBACK EVEN IF 재범 ISN'T COMING BACK, I WILL STILL BE A HOTTEST AND SUPPORT 2PM CHYEAH ~ WHY IS THE 19TH SO FAR AWAY T.T
damn you grandfather time why can't you move faster
Yes, i have finish my crazy rant. I humbly apologize to those who has read it. My sincerest apologize...
NOTahahahaha did you guys seriously think i would say sorry over something 2pm related ? NEVER ;p
yes i do realize this picture is useless but it is good enough, true?
p.s i promise to write more often, oh there i go again another blatant lie coming out of my mouth, how disgusting of me. well yes i do really promise to write more often and on more umm suitable subjects?
memoirs of an ex-insomniac returning to his sleepless nights
it is 2;01AM i should be deep in slumber yet i am not i want to sleep but i can't how is it that i am going to wake up in time for classes i can picture the mood i'm going to be in already, oh the heavens please do not disturb me in the morning for your own safety
this is will be me soon enough X.X
... p.s i have truly become a night owl soon my hair will get longer and i'll start to grow a beard
my hero 김희철
p.s.s all i want to do is sleep to my heart's content
As promise earlier in my scandalous post which featured a certain "angel slut's" bazookas HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH (thank you deanna for the awesome euphemism), i am updating.
who is this i wonder ?
i guess a few things have been happening of lately, most are mediocre and the rest are just plain depressing. i shall not enclose any details of these happenings but because of this i have been m.i.a with my social scene, that means no facebook, not replying to anyone's messages or call. i've been at home, restless and mostly moody, very moody. i genuinely feel very sorry for my family for having to deal with me and my chaotic mood.
yes this is me in one of my moods
But i've notice something, when someone told me something quite heartbreaking about a very close person to me. I did not cry nor did i feel any sadness, I felt no anger, no gut-wrenching feeling, to be truthful i felt nothing. Numbness, I guess is the word to describe it. Even as i am writing this blog i still feel nothing. I ask my friend, why don't i feel anything ? why can't i be like you and cry ? They answered me, i did not like the ambiguous answer. This upsets me. I know i am cold but seriously, i can't be that cold and have no reaction. i think, no i hope that the rushing feelings of angst and sadness will hit me like a bullet then i'll be able to be there.
i apologize for this somber post but i guess my fingers took over and type what they willed. i also remembered a promise i made to myself awhile ago, i will keep that promise no matter what. i will not succumb back to that person in the past.
아자 아자 화이팅 !
Oh 비, how you brought us happiness though Full House and great music through your "magic stick"
On a happier note, i shall come out of my m.i.a state and rejoin the world on tuesday. i still need time. i still have many things to do this year, so i can't sulk anymore. hope to see you soon
p.s
i will be uploading my vacation blog soon~ hopefully =P
to my friends of the blogging world,i am sorry i have not updated lately like i promise in my last post 미안해 ~i have been busy catching up with uni and my social life, but from now on i shall update regularlyi hope ;p
i thought i would publish a post before i fly to China.
yes i know the flag looks jibby, i chose it intentionally because it look like a 6 years old did iton paint
i'm flying in the morning at 8am, stopping over in Guangzhou then landing in Beijing. i'm kind of wary of Beijing from all the things I've heard. Fake money, ninja-like pickpocketers, scamming doctors and plus its going to be freezing over there but nonetheless i'm excited. i will take many pictures, mostly of me ㅋㅋㅋㅋ no i will definitely take scenery too, i'm not like susan who takes too many selcas !
ㅋㅋㅋ i jest, i jest
well i won't write anymore for now, i'll update again when i come back from china, most probably my next post will be about Korea. So see you then.
Yes I have acknowledge that I have been M.I.A from blogging and I bet most of you don't even check my page anymore, which consequently makes me kind of sad. Yes Susan I do feel emotions, i'm not that cold and inhuman =.=" So I apologize and I promise once I get back i'll update it more regularly. 약속 !
So anyway as i said above I'll regulate my updates more efficiently once i come back. As maybe some of you know I'm going on vacation and to those who don't know you have been informed as of today ! YAY i'm so excited. i'm leaving today which is the 13th of January, my flights at nighttime which is lucky because i haven't even packed everything yet. yes i know i'm lazy and procrastination is my uncle but i've been really busy lately with people and errands i had to run, so it's ok ㅋㅋㅋㅋ i've been planning this trip since the beginning of the year and its finally hit fruition, i was planning to go earlier then this but my 엄마 decided last minute that she wanted to go to my cousin's wedding, so then i had to go because the family really wanted me there and which then demolish all my plans of traveling but luckily i figured everything out chyeah for me ~! The places i'm going to are KOREA !!! yay i finally get to go, i'm also going Beijing, Shanghai, Hong Kong, Macau and Thailand. It's going to be a busy trip, constantly traveling but i'm so excited ;p. this is how excited i am
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ =P
i'll be going for around 6 weeks so don't miss me too much hahahaha anyway, i'm going to go finish packing so i won't be writing anymore till i come back T.T i bet you guys miss me already. kisses to all i won't say goodbye but i will say see you soon. till we meet again my friends.
