하루종일 - ZE:A (Child of Empire)

i am back

from the winter ocean

the weather was nice and breezy

and the sky touching mountains

the heat was exhausting

back into the city where i belong

oh how i miss the blinding city lights

memories of that time will be remembered till i forget

this kid at the hostel had really beautiful eyes, triple eyelashes with stone greyblue eyes, so jealous

p.s
that is all for now

Wordkill - Epik High (without Tukutz 형)

memoirs of an ex-insomniac returning to his sleepless nights

it is 2;01AM
i should be deep in slumber yet i am not
i want to sleep but i can't
how is it that i am going to wake up in time for classes
i can picture the mood i'm going to be in already, oh the heavens
please do not disturb me in the morning for your own safety

this is will be me soon enough X.X

...
p.s i have truly become a night owl
soon my hair will get longer and i'll start to grow a beard

my hero 김희철

p.s.s
all i want to do is sleep to my heart's content

oh 택영 how dare you sleep like that ?!

Baby Baby - 포맨 (4Men)

As promise earlier in my scandalous post which featured a certain "angel slut's" bazookas HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH (thank you deanna for the awesome euphemism), i am updating.

who is this i wonder ?

i guess a few things have been happening of lately, most are mediocre and the rest are just plain depressing.
i shall not enclose any details of these happenings but because of this i have been m.i.a with my social scene, that means no facebook, not replying to anyone's messages or call. i've been at home, restless and mostly moody, very moody. i genuinely feel very sorry for my family for having to deal with me and my chaotic mood.

yes this is me in one of my moods

But i've notice something, when someone told me something quite heartbreaking about a very close person to me. I did not cry nor did i feel any sadness, I felt no anger, no gut-wrenching feeling, to be truthful i felt nothing. Numbness, I guess is the word to describe it. Even as i am writing this blog i still feel nothing. I ask my friend, why don't i feel anything ? why can't i be like you and cry ? They answered me, i did not like the ambiguous answer.
This upsets me. I know i am cold but seriously, i can't be that cold and have no reaction. i think, no i hope that the rushing feelings of angst and sadness will hit me like a bullet then i'll be able to be there.

i apologize for this somber post but i guess my fingers took over and type what they willed.
i also remembered a promise i made to myself awhile ago, i will keep that promise no matter what. i will not succumb back to that person in the past.

아자 아자 화이팅 !

Oh 비, how you brought us happiness though Full House and great music through your "magic stick"

On a happier note, i shall come out of my m.i.a state and rejoin the world on tuesday. i still need time.
i still have many things to do this year, so i can't sulk anymore. hope to see you soon






p.s

i will be uploading my vacation blog soon~ hopefully =P

Just Before Shock - Beast

to my friends of the blogging world, i am sorry i have not updated lately like i promise in my last post 미안해 ~ i have been busy catching up with uni and my social life, but from now on i shall update regularly i hope ;p

p.s i am still alive


she has very nice 'features'