하루종일 - ZE:A (Child of Empire)

i am back

from the winter ocean

the weather was nice and breezy

and the sky touching mountains

the heat was exhausting

back into the city where i belong

oh how i miss the blinding city lights

memories of that time will be remembered till i forget

this kid at the hostel had really beautiful eyes, triple eyelashes with stone greyblue eyes, so jealous

p.s
that is all for now

Wordkill - Epik High (without Tukutz 형)

memoirs of an ex-insomniac returning to his sleepless nights

it is 2;01AM
i should be deep in slumber yet i am not
i want to sleep but i can't
how is it that i am going to wake up in time for classes
i can picture the mood i'm going to be in already, oh the heavens
please do not disturb me in the morning for your own safety

this is will be me soon enough X.X

...
p.s i have truly become a night owl
soon my hair will get longer and i'll start to grow a beard

my hero 김희철

p.s.s
all i want to do is sleep to my heart's content

oh 택영 how dare you sleep like that ?!

Baby Baby - 포맨 (4Men)

As promise earlier in my scandalous post which featured a certain "angel slut's" bazookas HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH (thank you deanna for the awesome euphemism), i am updating.

who is this i wonder ?

i guess a few things have been happening of lately, most are mediocre and the rest are just plain depressing.
i shall not enclose any details of these happenings but because of this i have been m.i.a with my social scene, that means no facebook, not replying to anyone's messages or call. i've been at home, restless and mostly moody, very moody. i genuinely feel very sorry for my family for having to deal with me and my chaotic mood.

yes this is me in one of my moods

But i've notice something, when someone told me something quite heartbreaking about a very close person to me. I did not cry nor did i feel any sadness, I felt no anger, no gut-wrenching feeling, to be truthful i felt nothing. Numbness, I guess is the word to describe it. Even as i am writing this blog i still feel nothing. I ask my friend, why don't i feel anything ? why can't i be like you and cry ? They answered me, i did not like the ambiguous answer.
This upsets me. I know i am cold but seriously, i can't be that cold and have no reaction. i think, no i hope that the rushing feelings of angst and sadness will hit me like a bullet then i'll be able to be there.

i apologize for this somber post but i guess my fingers took over and type what they willed.
i also remembered a promise i made to myself awhile ago, i will keep that promise no matter what. i will not succumb back to that person in the past.

아자 아자 화이팅 !

Oh 비, how you brought us happiness though Full House and great music through your "magic stick"

On a happier note, i shall come out of my m.i.a state and rejoin the world on tuesday. i still need time.
i still have many things to do this year, so i can't sulk anymore. hope to see you soon






p.s

i will be uploading my vacation blog soon~ hopefully =P

Just Before Shock - Beast

to my friends of the blogging world, i am sorry i have not updated lately like i promise in my last post 미안해 ~ i have been busy catching up with uni and my social life, but from now on i shall update regularly i hope ;p

p.s i am still alive


she has very nice 'features'

외톨이야 - C.N BLUE

i thought i would publish a post before i fly to China.

yes i know the flag looks jibby, i chose it intentionally because it look like a 6 years old did it on paint

i'm flying in the morning at 8am, stopping over in Guangzhou then landing in Beijing.
i'm kind of wary of Beijing from all the things I've heard. Fake money, ninja-like pickpocketers, scamming doctors and plus its going to be freezing over there but nonetheless i'm excited. i will take many pictures, mostly of me ㅋㅋㅋㅋ no i will definitely take scenery too, i'm not like susan who takes too many selcas !

ㅋㅋㅋ i jest, i jest

well i won't write anymore for now, i'll update again when i come back from china,
most probably my next post will be about Korea.
So see you then.

Tik Tok Ft. 윤은혜 - 2PM

Yes I have acknowledge that I have been M.I.A from blogging and I bet most of you don't even check my page anymore, which consequently makes me kind of sad. Yes Susan I do feel emotions, i'm not that cold and inhuman =.=" So I apologize and I promise once I get back i'll update it more regularly. 약속 !


So anyway as i said above I'll regulate my updates more efficiently once i come back. As maybe some of you know I'm going on vacation and to those who don't know you have been informed as of today ! YAY i'm so excited. i'm leaving today which is the 13th of January, my flights at nighttime which is lucky because i haven't even packed everything yet. yes i know i'm lazy and procrastination is my uncle but i've been really busy lately with people and errands i had to run, so it's ok ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
i've been planning this trip since the beginning of the year and its finally hit fruition, i was planning to go earlier then this but my 엄마 decided last minute that she wanted to go to my cousin's wedding, so then i had to go because the family really wanted me there and which then demolish all my plans of traveling but luckily i figured everything out chyeah for me ~!
The places i'm going to are KOREA !!! yay i finally get to go, i'm also going Beijing, Shanghai, Hong Kong, Macau and Thailand. It's going to be a busy trip, constantly traveling but i'm so excited ;p. this is how excited i am

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ =P

i'll be going for around 6 weeks so don't miss me too much hahahaha
anyway, i'm going to go finish packing so i won't be writing anymore till i come back T.T
i bet you guys miss me already. kisses to all
i won't say goodbye but i will say see you soon.
till we meet again my friends.

가슴이 사랑하는 법 - DNT

I AM OFFICIAL SICK, as in i think i have a cold and fever scratch that i DO have a cold and a fever. Feeling so sick and gross. I hate being sick, it makes me all hot and sweaty and my skin goes bad when i'm sick gosh i hate that !!! arghhh

makes me want to cry T.T



now i can't go out and play until i get better which is no fair and i know i sound like a brat but i don't mean it =P but not be able to go have fun makes me want to cry even more


god i got to stop crying these days kekeke

P.S
A lot of people around me are saying that i'm not there and that i'm always somewhere else with other people or doing something. they're saying i'm distant and that i'm cold and that don't care or want to care. well to those people who feel like this i apologize and i want you to know that i don't mean it, its just that i'm young and i like to have fun and move around, it doesn't mean i forgot you, its just that i want to experience other things and see the world. so please don't get mad and if you still feel like this than tell me because you know i don't want to be a Kim Kibum



p.s
susan, i don't think i can go noraebang on monday, too sick sorry