Where U At - 태양

its been a few days since i promise to update everyday, which by the way i have broken already...
i'm not very loyal am i ? uhhh i don't really know what to say type for these blogs.
oh yes i've decided to name everyone of my post a song that i like at the time, is that too childish ? maybe it is...

i'll apologize beforehand if my post are boring or mediocre, sowwy.


i've been feeling extra lonelier these past few days, i don't know why maybe its because i just graduated and high school is forever no more and that 6 years just went by like a speeding mice trying to escape the mouse trap. That wasn't a very good analogy was it ? yeah i didn't think so too. i'll think of better ones next time kekeke
Its also the idea of never getting to see everyone everyday again, we're all moving forward, for some its because we want to but for some, possibly someone like me we're force too. Let me tell you guys something, i HATE endings.
i can't stand them, they're too depressing. i even sometimes don't finish books i've read because i don't want them to end. am i pathetic in thinking like that ? please don't answer that. so right before i was talking to a friend and we were both saying how we wanted to find someone before D Day which of course is Christmas. Damn Christmas for discriminating all the single people in the world ! my friend said that they wanted a person who was cute and i wanted a person who was gooodlooking but easy going and are funny. my friend had o burst my bubble by saying that no person like exist. T.T someone prove my friend wrong please.
i think i wrote alot today ? i'll stop here.
p.s i'm lonely and looking for someone =P